It seems 2022 is a year when everything happens and nothing happens at the same time. For instance, there were a lot of tragedies and events that had transpired in my life that I felt like the year just went through like a flash.
However, I am not here to talk about the tragedies. I think everyone had their fair share of pandemic-induced trauma so I am merely here to update this space.
This laptop can attest to the times I spent writing drafts that have never seen the light of day -- yet. Battling with a general lack of focus can also be draining and it gets overwhelming. Even something as simple as writing a sentence can be a tedious task and this will cause delays that will eventually lead to what I personally call "idea decay".
Nope. Unfortunately, I haven't been able to devise a solution to this particular problem of mine. But, the silver lining is I learned to acknowledge what I want to do as a creative outlet. That helped greatly in turning the creative gears. Think of it as applying oil to rusted metal -- it does not completely eradicate the rust but it helps smoothen the operation.
Oh, I also forgot. I turned 30 this year. It was surprisingly nice. It felt like I woke up one day understanding the newer chapters in life. Did I develop a newfound optimism toward life? No. Was I able to pull myself together and learn to focus? Also no.
So, what is the point of writing this? Nothing. I just grabbed the opportunity to post something here while I am still willing to write. And boy, do I have a lot to write about!
Back in 2021, I rekindled my interest in gaming, and this year, I continued my gaming journey by downloading more indie games. It was fun. The experience these games brought made me remember the older games from the 80s and the 90s, the ones with no save files and with complex difficulties by default.
Of course, my music consumption is still constant. This year introduced me to wonderful musicians and I brought back my old hobby of purchasing physical media -- a hobby that was triggered by my adoration for Mamamoo.
Whew. I guess I really have to practice posting again per day.
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